The Magic Square

Sunday, 23 May 2010


First Wave Indigo Profiles

These are some of the qualities and challenges that First Wave Indigos experience. Most Indigos can relate to at least 90% of this list.
~ Were born en masse (about 62%) between 1969 and 1987 (With stragglers before and after - 30% were born in the 50's).
~ Highly intelligent in their "Own Way."
~ Are literally "wired differently" than other people.
~ Know in their heart and core that they are here "on a mission" but many don't remember what that is or how to go about it.
~ Have an inner awareness that what is being taught in churches and schools is NOT accurate and know there are hidden agendas around the lies that are being accepted by the masses as "Truth." This is extremely frustrating but inspires them to uncover the cover-ups and expose The Real Truth!
~ Have a strong sense of truth, ethics, justice and freedom. (That is why "authority figures" many times irritate and frustrate them). When these are in jeopardy, will give their "all" for their cause, and many times feel they would rather die than give-in to tyranny and deception.
~ Many have strong or unusual Psychic and Telekinetic abilities.
~ Have extraordinary levels of compassion.
~ Have purple/UV as their favorite color or see it in their dreams.
~ Have an affinity to Knights, Castles, and Dragons.
~ Shut down psychic abilities because it scares people.
~ Feel like they could be one of the characters on the 1980's television series "The Misfits of Science" or one of the young people in Xavier's school for the gifted in the recent movies from the comic books "The X-Men."
~ Many times get along better with animals and nature than people.
~ Have a bond/connection to the trees, and nature in general.
~ Can relate well to children and or the elderly.
~ Feel very comfortable lounging, and would rather sit on the floor on a pillow than in a hard, uncomfortable chair. (Would prefer sitting on the floor in school, and business meetings if they could get away with it!)
~ Are very attracted to soft natural fabrics in their cloths and fuzzy blankets are the ultimate!
~ Many times get very impatient with someone who doesn’t get to the point quickly!
~ Creative, inventive, and very intuitive.
~ Involve themselves in human/animal rights efforts.
~ Have an innate sense of "oneness" and connectedness to all of creation. Get confused and disturbed when others don't share their reality of "at-one-ment."
~ High capacity for love, and therefore others may feel uncomfortable by their intensity.
~ Very sensitive, sometimes "Hyper Sensitive" and may not be able to distinguish between the emotional fields of those around them and their own personal emotions.
~ May go through periods of apathy and cynicism as coping mechanisms.
~ Intense longing for "their own kind" (Soul Mates) but don't know where to look.
~ Have what I endearingly term H.D.D. or "Hug Deficit Disorder" and need immense amounts of physical touching, hugs, and love to "cuddle."
~ Because of being misunderstood and then betrayed, may develop strong trust issues, and therefore keep many of their thoughts, feelings and opinions to themselves.
~ About 30% have difficulties expressing them selves, especially in writing. NOTE: If you read some of the poorly written correspondence from some of these First Wave Indigos, you would assume they were uneducated and nearly illiterate, but the truth is, that these same people can also be speed readers and can absorb information in seconds that would take others minutes to understand and retain.
~ Very disciplined when properly motivated.
~ Get bored and or frustrated in school.
~ Male Indigos (and many Females) for the most part don't "do authority" very well because most of the time they are smarter than those in authority.
~ Many find themselves in "Alternative Schools."
~ Female Indigos seem to be able to cope better with the school systems than their male counterparts.
~ Many are labeled "Dyslexic" and find themselves in "Special Classes" at school that usually never work for them.
~ Indigos have a strong desire to know "why" •and if they don't see "the point" in something, (or if is it isn't explained properly), will feel it is simply not worth their time/energy and will either react with resistance or just simply "blow off" the people/things that seem not worth their time and energy.
~ Innately have their own ways of calculation and many have been accused of cheating in school because they do the answers in their head and cannot show their work.
~ Indigos have an evolved awareness of how things work, therefore, many of the rigid rules and methods of learning Math, English, and Physics (NOT metaphysics or quantum physics) make no sense to them.
~ All First wave Indigos have what might be termed as "A Gift of Healing" ....whether it is making people feel better with their humor and wit, hands on healing, animal and plant healing, healing with music and tone, or healing with new "unproven" methods.. •some of which are natural and need no external training for.
~ Many Indigos have "Telepathic Healing" abilities and long distances make no difference to the efficiency of their work.
~ Because of their expanded perception, unusual creativity, wanting to try new things, and running way ahead of what is being taught in class, many were diagnosed as having Attention Deficit Disorder, and put on Ritalin as children.
s~ Most Indigo's (especially males) have a high innate aptitude for computers/electronics and or auto mechanics. It is common for them to "Just Know" how to operate and trouble shoot with very little help from a book or an instructor.
~ First Wave Indigo's are extremely creative, and express this innate skill in many (and often times OUTRAGEOUS forms.) These skills manifest in: Drawing, Painting, culpting, Decorating, Photography, Writing (in sometimes very extreme and unique ways), Making Blueprints and Prototypes, Composing and Playing Music•.(even if they have never had lessons), inventing games, and creating new & more efficient ways of doing things.
~ Very few Indigos are interested in aggressive sports such as Football and Hockey. They would rather spend their physical exercise time and energy in personal achievement and outdoor sports such as track & field, skateboarding, mountain climbing, cycling, kayaking, etc. They are also attracted to discipline and self-defense sports such as Fencing and Martial Arts
~ Because of their feeling so foreign to this planet, a very high percentage of Indigos have been put on "Antidepressants" to make them appear "Normal" and fit in our society•.this is just a temporary fix though, and only adds to their challenges.
~ Many Indigos are drawn to Theatrics, Drama, and Stand-up Comedy. In these venues they can "pretend to be someone else" when actually they are using this as an outlet to vent and express their own views and pent up emotions. It is also a place for "misfits" to find a place of refuge and "fit in".
~ Because of their feeling so "alien" here, many go through periods of severe grief, loneliness, and displacement•..and may turn to drugs, alcohol, or attempt suicide for a way out.
There are many, many, more qualities, as we have been discovering here in this group forum that exist, and the list continues to grow, almost on a daily basis. Be-ing indigo is an ever-evolving state of BE-ing as we are learning more every day.

There is only one Source

For all the teachings, learnings, education, belief, religions and philosophy and creed to which you hold fast and squabble over they are as nothing to an experience of knowing.

For when you are at zero point without thought therefore egoless, for when you are within the very centre of being as such to connect with all potenial realms and dimensions of quantum probablilty then you may glimpse upon the source of existence.

Alight not upon opinion for they are not founded in subjective objectivity.

Hold not to anything as a truth of thought for the human brain is but one part of the perceptive organs.

Can you argue that only without can we connect with the absolute. Who can? What homo sapien can stand above all other sentient beings or even a cold rock in the vacuum of space and say with my eyes open an in my ego mind my way is pure and true unadulterated and has observed the divine?

We are not capable of such a task.

Only perhaps a glimpse of something that is forever changing forever impermanent is possible from the very centre of being where the self is non-self.

And when we return to conscious being our own nature causes us to claim it was this it was that and the entire message is lost in an infantile need of control from which mystery, myth, legend, magick, cultism and religion are born.

Not that I hold any paticular attachment that that is wrong it is but humanities grasp at understanding.

I am what I am and I am accepting that we are evolving through more than just natural selection.

We complicate via cosmos, "order", and fail to percieve that to leap forth unto the noetic we must first accept the self. Not in a selfish manner however as part of an interconnected sea of energy. Then we become source not greater than the next simply aware of our multidimensional responsibility.

“Truth is a pathless land”. Man cannot come to it through any organization, through any creed, through any dogma, priest or ritual, not through any philosophical knowledge or psychological technique. He has to find it through the mirror of relationship, through the understanding of the contents of his own mind, through observation and not through intellectual analysis or introspective dissection.


And thus to Pan-Essence a lesson of understaning where all duality and multiplicity can be seen as one and the same singular source made up of all parts and probability - a learning via experience.

Is the completeness of emptyness it is all energy potential and causation. It spans beyond the percieved universe, multiverse and is pandimensional.
It is formless and the attitude of Nirvana the concept of Buddhist Perfection.

0=1 1=0
On acheiving emptyness do not consider there is nothing it is quite the opposite it is allness Pan-essence.
by WizardParadox on Sep 10, 2009
tags: emptyness,nirvana,panessence,reality-limit,completeness,

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The Rosy Fingers of Eos

Eos (Greek Ἠώς, or Ἕως "dawn") is, in Greek mythology, the Titan goddess of the dawn, who rose from her home at the edge of Oceanus, the Ocean that surrounds the world, to herald her brother Helios, the sun.

I often have risen before the dawn. It is a part of lifes symbolic Eucharist, a meal rich in natures creation and humanities imagination.

When the sky is dark, bright Venus, as the Morning Star ushers in the gate-keeper Janus. Looking both ways between dark and light. The vibrational sound is different in dark. As Lucifer sets she/he dips their head to the feminine,  Horus/Eos warms the sky, her tears fall as dew, a manna of cool moisture to the earth. Her fingers red tipped peel back the blanket of this inbetween moment where magick is easily in my thoughts.

As her brother Helios-Ra-Sol begins his ride upon the, "Appolonistic", Chariot of a new day. His wheel shows in brief flashes of gold behind the sentinal trees, the lungs of the Mother.

By now all is natures noise as insects buzz ,the birds chorus let's you know that the day is come. And the trees whisper at the touch of the rays they require to synthesise - all sounds change.

Even if you return to bed it is good to see it another time. Good to feel it, indeed all senses are aware and inside a little gland remembers, light energy is transmuted through the eye - so that if in day-dreams I go; then the light of source, is with ease found manifest.

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Saturday, 22 May 2010

Test of Gadgets

It's one of play with a toy moments. My avid connection to humanity is via an iPod - then I find this aplication that allows me to post direct.

The picture below is from the old Ayr hospital and is now situated at the new. It depicts the Good Samaritan, a story of some worth.

So here goes the test

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Location:Ayr Scotland Clan HQ

Thoughts are Ego and Ego is Thoughts 2

from Pink Floyd One of my Turns
Day after day
Love turns gray
Like the skin on the dying man
And night after night
We pretend it's all right
But I have grown older
And you have grown colder
And nothing is very much fun, anymore
And I can feel
One of all my turns coming on
I feel
Cold as a razor blade
Tight as a tourniquet
Dry as a funeral drum

When I am low a low dark song can cheer me up as I think that it is not as bad as that. When I am up, then I can relate to the song and think that I understand and emphasize with that.

I know a lot and I know that Thoughts are Ego and Ego is Thoughts, it's what we let control us and allow to have cause and effect.

I have had a few ego's; I am mutable by nature and I have destroyed them. Currently I am in a place where the rebuild is uncertain, no plan, nothing a zero point.

And then I see something like this that really strikes a chord: "When your world falls apart, pick up only the pieces that you like. Build your new life from what you love." a quote from the twitter of @crystalbutterfl

The above quote in my knowing is a truth; I only need to find the pieces I like.

Thoughts are Ego and Ego is Thoughts

Thursday, 20 May 2010

I said hail and welcome





= 15² + 21²

I will rise from the ashes anew LUX PAX